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Time
to cut class: Ditch habits left over from school and free your mind
Charles Eisenstein, Utne Magazine
May-June 2008
Many revolutions
fail when they tear down one system only to replace it with another
embodying the same unconscious habits and beliefs. An education
revolution would be no different. Personally, I-ve noticed
time and again the habits of schooling infecting what I do; sometimes
I end up perpetuating the mind-set even when I speak out against
it.
How to avoid
recreating the old within the new? How to prevent the underlying
problems from expressing themselves in new form? Ideological vigilance
is not enough, which is why I have decided to "deschool"
myself, to bring these unconscious habits into my consciousness
and dispel them.
In that spirit,
I offer up this list of some of the habits and beliefs of schooling
that I-ve noticed in myself. None of these are exclusive to
school, of course, just as school doesn-t exist in isolation
from other institutions of our civilization. These habits and beliefs
are ambient in our culture; school is just one way of enacting and
reinforcing them.
1. Seeking
"credit" for the right answer.
2. Seeing
problems as having a right answer, and thinking that by articulating
the solution, I have solved the problem.
3. Seeking
external validation for choices, as in "What should I do?"
(I can-t just choose, can I? How do I know it-s the
right choice? I had better go ask someone.)
4. Work:
a matter of completing assignments.
5. Life:
a process of graduating from one externally provided program to
the next.
6. Status:
defined by rank within an institution.
7. Personal
worth: dependent on external evaluations.
Wait! As you
read through these points, do you notice any habits of schooling
operating within yourself? Are you skimming them to simply check
if you "know" them already (as if for a quiz)? Are you
evaluating each one to determine whether it is right or wrong?
It was in school,
after all, that we first learned that it-s important to be
right, to hold the correct opinion, and to be able to produce the
right answer. Well, what about letting go of being right and just
listening without judgment? Listening truly and deeply to another
person is a new thing for me, one that requires combating habits
of constantly evaluating myself and others, or listening only enough
to garner information.
Because another
belief of schooling is that . . .
8. Information
is knowledge, and that to know about something is to know something.
This belief is related to . . .
9. Knowledge
and intelligence can and should be quantified, or at least evaluated,
and thus . . .
10. Constantly
evaluating yourself as well as others.
11. To say
something of measuring performance by external standards . . .
12. Seeking
external validation for performance and achievements . . .
13. Wanting
to be recognised as smart . . .
14. Wanting
to be recognised as right, and simply . . .
15. Wanting
to be right.
I remember standing
one time at the front of a Penn State classroom when I abruptly
saw my entire teaching and writing career as one long attempt to
be right, and to prove my rightness to whoever would listen.
Well, no one
really cares if you-re right. You don-t get any bonus
points from God or anyone else for holding correct opinions your
whole life. You maybe can impress people sometimes, but so what?
They will just walk away impressed.
What creates
rich and fruitful relationships is not being right, but providing
things to people that are useful to them—in other words, giving.
Establishing rightness is really just subtle form of taking. It
took me a long time to figure this out, and I wasted many hours
on Internet List-servs taking turns being right with everyone else,
as if all the world-s problems would be solved "if only
everyone would agree with me." That mind-set is just another
variation of that old school habit of thinking that if you write
down the right answer, the problem is solved.
This list represents
just a sampling of the habits of schooling I-ve uncovered
in my life. No doubt you can think of many more; perhaps you can
find in this very essay some that are still unconscious to me. But
of course, comparing and critiquing others yet another pesky habit
of school that is rarely useful in the real world. Perhaps instead,
we should cease schooling ourselves and one another.
* Excerpted
from Education
Revolution
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