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Still drained
Albert Gumbo
July 25, 2005

But getting there nevertheless. The last time I wrote even my eyes ached from lack of sleep. That reality has not really changed but as always I find hope in reading the biographies of great people or the histories of great groups of people. I read about Lance Armstrong, Muhammad Ali and the Jewish people and I wonder how it is possible not to have hope.

I unashamedly admit to watching Desperate Housewives and I quote freely from Gabrielle, one of the characters who in an episode two weeks ago told her husband: "I have been broke before, but I have never been poor." He responds: "In other words, we are not broke, but temporarily short of funds." The cynics among you will call it the escapism of the few who are lucky enough to watch satellite TV, far from the reality of the man in the street. My retort is to remind you of that famous French slogan of the seventies when it was feared there would be a global petrol shortage following the Arab-Israeli wars: "On France on n’a pas de petrol mais on a des idées. Figure it out. Arrogant!

Is that not what we perhaps need? A little bit of attitude? There is this popular power point email that circulates freely in cyber space about how the less developed countries are where they are because their citizenry in their vast majority lack attitude. The Muhammad Ali and Lance Armstrong type, that is. I am inclined to agree. It is time to stop being fatalistic and dependent on God’s will. (Oh boy, now I have done it!) The Jewish philosopher Maimonides once said: "Free will is given to all men. If they chose to do evil the power to do so is in them. If they chose to do good, the power is in them to do so." I am not talking good versus evil. I am writing about taking responsibility for shaping your destiny. The bombers of London and Sharm El Sheik were not doing God’s will. They could have chosen to run for parliament in Leicester and taken on Blair in the house of commons.

I am still convinced that Zimbabwe can and will be the greatest place to live in Africa, all things told and I am convinced that we need to chose to stay here and help move the country forward. You see, when you chose, you propel yourself forward and when you are resigned to your fate, you are well…resigned to your fate! I am a parent in a school, for instance, where the majority of the parents chose to fund raise tirelessly throughout the year and come back for more the following year. I live in a country where the concept of NHIMBE/ UBUNTU among the ordinary folk is still evident at harvests, funerals and weddings. Ask your Shona and Ndebele neighbour what those two words mean.

I hear words like rock bottom. My word, at the risk of being labeled an apologist, we are nowhere near that description! I would still rather be in Harare than Lusaka, Jo-burg, Nairobi, Freetown, Abidjan or Dar-Es-Salaam. Does it mean we do not have a crisis right here at home? Of course not! Does it mean that third world means third rate? Don’t be silly! Remember my friends, it is not what prison did to Mandela, it is what Mandela did with what prison did to him. When life gives you lemons, make lemonade! I am not saying that glibly and with gross insensitivity. According to the South African press, South Africa has churned out plus or minus twelve thousand dollar millionaires over the last three years! You know which dollar I am referring to. How many of those were prisoners "without hope" just over ten years ago? How many of them were "stuck" in the townships with a seemingly impossible future ahead?

As I heard Bernice King passionately say once: "Never accept less than your destiny." That has to be one of the best lines I have heard in my life. Muhammad Ali, Lance Armstrong, Maria Mutola and Maria Sharapova all chose not to accept less than their individual destinies. Read their stories for yourself! The Jews refused to do the same. Who am I or you to blow against the wind?

This is not a rehearsal, you only have one shot at life and like Oprah, I suggest you live your best life. "It is called lighting a candle, instead of cursing the darkness." The sticker on my car still reads: Zimbabwe, my country, my commitment, my future." If I leave, I’d better have a damn good explanation…to my conscience. As for you, it is all about choice isn’t it? No condemnation. "You may not agree with me but I will defend your right to disagree with me."

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